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Monday, October 18th, 2004

Subject:Reading
Time:8:00 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Reading the pass makes me feel like I've missed out on a lot of things. I was a loser, still a loser. Many things that I was so afraid of doing, now I don't even have a chance. All I could do is blame it on myself. That's why I keep looking back. I always wonder, what if i done this instead of backing out. What if I became like that. Would it make me a better person? Would this depression of my that has been hidden for so long go away. Would I see this life differently? I really want to go back and do things that I have not done. Looking forward is too much for me now. Everything that was not done in the pass is reflecting on my future, I can not help it. Still I live on as nothing is bothering me right now.

Wednesday, January 1st, 2003

Subject:Happy new year?
Time:1:20 pm.
Mood: gloomy.
Ever new year reminds me of the pass and things I need wrong. I have the same new year's resolution every year. I couldn't seem to change so I decide to leave it. Besides its not always a good thing to change.

Monday, December 2nd, 2002

Subject:Cold day
Time:4:29 pm.
Mood: cold.
Cold day, nothing to do...

Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002

Subject:(Yawn)
Time:11:30 am.
Mood: sleepy.
Nothing much happen lately. Just stayed home and played D2 online. What a waste of time. It seems like a nice day today. Maybe I should go out and play some handball or just sit there. ahhhhh I dont know what am I talking about. Just woke up. Very sleepy. Oh well got to brush my teeth.

Sunday, March 3rd, 2002

Subject:Dreams.......
Time:12:55 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
I found a new thing to do over the weekend. Its call sleeping and it's really great. At first it might seem boring but then when you fall asleep, its like another world. Yesterday, I slept 3 times, 5 hours each one; And each one of them have a different story (dream) to it. One of the was about me walking on a bridge and got hit by a car and died, simple and plain. I like it. The next one was worse; I was being chase after by a group of thugz. I dont know what I did, but they seem to be pissed off. At the end I got punched, stabbed, kicked, crushed, burned, roasted, fried, smacked, shot, chopped, labeled and sold in a meat market. I realize I was a pig being chase by fat Butchers. Action, adventure, and pain. I love it. The last one was normal...Its just me and my friends hanging out and playing some hand ball, like a normal day...and that was the best one.

Friday, February 22nd, 2002

Subject:Nothing.
Time:11:25 pm.
Mood: bored.
Nothing special lately. Hand ball, chilling online, Hand ball, chilling online, hand ball. For the pass fourth days that�s what I been doing. Every time I get a week off its either hand ball or chilling home. Even on the weekends. What a waste of time. Too bored to do any of my projects or homework. Must find something else to do! CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT OF THIS SICK PLACE! GET ME OUT OF HERE

Friday, February 8th, 2002

Subject:School.
Time:2:12 am.
My classes Sucks! I don't really know anyone in my classes, so there�s no one I could copy homework from. Well there is a few people I know, but they are too cheap to help me out. My Schedule goes like this....Math, Health, English, Spanish, Piano, Chemistry, Global, Lunch (optional).Okay, so I have 7 straight classes with no breaks. And I usually don't eat lunch at school. I prefer to eat at home even if I am starving (that�s if I make it home).


"Yo let me copy your homework"
"I don't have. -_-ZzzZzZzZZzZzzZz....(wakes up, checks if I am still there, Pretends to be sleep again)"
-_-"Fine" (holds up a shotgun)........ :)
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Sunday, February 3rd, 2002

Subject:Homework.
Time:12:18 am.
Mood: scared.
I am going to spend the rest of the day doing homework. I am half way done now and all it took me was 6 hours. Somehow I couldn't focus on my homework today. This morning i woke up and felt dizzy. I felt like I was still sleeping. Then I just sat at there and did nothing. After that, I went to my home works. It was very quite...but I couldn't focus. It was way to quite. I mean I usually hear people walking up stairs or people talking. (Well I think its from upstairs :'( Ahhhhh oh well, more homework.

Tuesday, January 29th, 2002

Subject:Report card........
Time:6:49 pm.
Mood: happy.
Today I went to school to get my report card and program card. I was so nerves about my grades. I though I failed two classes. When I got my report card, I was shocked. I pass everything and I have 8 period lunch. That means I could skip lunch and get out early. After that, I went to play some handball with some friends. We chilled until 5 something and left. Well tomorrow starts a new term :)
Report card:
English 3 67 : /
Glob st 3 82 :)
Seq a pt 3 72 :|
Chemistry 1 66 : /
Spanish 3 85 :)
Art 1 70 :|

Average 73.67

Monday, January 28th, 2002

Subject:Ice skating.........
Time:12:10 pm.
Mood: peaceful.
Today I went ice skating with some friends. I think it was okay. We just skated and chilled -_- and had a lot of fun-_-. I went around the ring like 30 or 40 something times. I was skating peacefully, until Wilson came along, Kicking my skates and making me fall sigh . After that, we headed home......half dead. We were all tired and sleepy.

"Hey Eric, lets go skating again."
"Okay" (Takes safety pads, helmet, Flame Thrower, Pistol, Shotgun, Snipers, Frags etc etc)
"I am READY FOR WAR!!!!"

Saturday, January 19th, 2002

Subject:AHHH ITS SNOWING!!!
Time:2:17 am.
Mood: cold.
Today I have been hit in the head with a snow ball countless amount of time. That's what I hate about snow; it's so cold after a snow ball fight. But then snow looks peaceful. It makes everything brighter. But then I have to shovel it out my front door. Although it's cold on the outside, it reminds me of fun I had that keeps me warm in the inside.
(ding dong)"yo Eric, come out. we having a snow ball fight." "Oh really, well hold on" (Eric takes a shovel and some salt)
"Take This!"

Friday, January 18th, 2002

Subject:Term ends.....
Time:3:57 am.
Mood: peaceful.
Finally its over....."sigh". well I just hope I pass my classes. At least I get a week break. :)That means more time for sleeping and chilling home. Unless if any of my friends got a place to go(not shopping I hope) Oh well maybe I just do some studying Yeah rite

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Tuesday, January 8th, 2002

Subject:Snow
Time:11:06 pm.
Mood: hyper.
Snow reminds me of a friend
Also reminds me of a fiend
The times it help me through some trouble times
I had problems and answers that I couldn't find
Watching the snow fall
Helps me ease my trouble mind
But I remember how snow got me cold inside
When Snow and my face collide
And hearing others deride.
Got me in to frenzys mind.
Its been a while
Since I remembered I was riled...........

Saturday, December 15th, 2001

Subject:Yesterday's party of Confusion
Time:10:48 am.
Mood: confused.
A strange party. There were some people enjoying the party. There were people that use came to the party to end a conflict, which didn't seem to work that way. It seem to created more conflicts. Then there were some people that was drunk, confused (me), and just chilling. Plus, I got hit by 2000pound Freak! (The person who CLEAN UP ALL THE FOOD WITH ONE BITE!} And almost ate me too. Anyway, it was Kelly's birthday, so I just tried enjoyed it and avoid being eaten.

Party Rating: *****************************(etc etc)Other words, It was GREAT!
* = Dangerous and out of control.

Thursday, December 13th, 2001

Subject:Can't wait untill its Christmas Day
Time:5:04 pm.
Mood: excited.
This year's Christmas is going to be fun. I got everything planned out. The whole day chilling online and playing some games. Then would take a Nap, Wake up and play some more games. After that, I will go get some junk food and then go online and play some more games. Then I will watch some T.V. and go to sleep. What a good way to enjoy life.

Wednesday, December 5th, 2001

Subject:A Nice Day
Time:4:44 pm.
Mood: calm.
Wow, Its so warm today, rare temperature in December. I think its cause by the increase of the earth's pollution. Air Pollution holds the sun heat in the earth, like a green house. It is good to have this weather, but there might be something wrong with it that could affect us all, like too much heat might cause the melting of ice lands in the North and South Pole that leads to floods, deaths, and other tragedies. Well life is a fragile thing to keep so enjoy it.

Monday, November 19th, 2001

Subject:A Normal Day
Time:3:45 pm.
Mood: relaxed.
Everything is so normal today. I woke up at 6:30, washed my face, ate breakfast, and headed to school. After school, I walked home with some friend. At home, did all my homework, took a nap and just relaxed with nothing bothering me. Seems like the best days are the normal days which I had most of my life, but never enjoyed it.

Friday, November 9th, 2001

Subject:Things i did this week.
Time:10:37 pm.
Mood: enraged.
Monday-Stayed home and did homework, then some cs
Tuesday-Stayed home and did homework, then some cs
Wednesday-Stayed home and did homework, then some cs
Thursday-Stayed home and did homework, then some cs
Today-Stayed home and took a shotgun to my head

Wednesday, October 31st, 2001

Subject:Happy Halloween?
Time:3:18 pm.
Mood: peaceful.
Well, today I am not going to do much. Instead of Egg bombing, running from pplz,getting arrested, and Trick or Treating(Anthrax,Poisonous treats,etc etc) I am just going to chill home. Beside no homework today, this means I could take a nap for few hours and play some CS online. .......Ding dong..."Trick or Treat!"..."Oh hold on kids"(Takes a Flash grenade and a bat)Take this!!!

Wednesday, October 24th, 2001

Subject:Report card Stats:
Time:5:23 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
English 71
Glob ST 3 88
Seq a Pt 3 76
Chem1 82
Spanish3 79
Art1 65
76.83
Maybe is not good enough for ya
But is the best grade I ever had since 6 grade.
Not dumb, just slack off too much. Damn back to homework.

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